Some heart ache had hurt before when things didn’t go my way but I always ended up giving up when it got half this hard.. Although I have no clue what I’m doing or if I can change your mind but no part of me has ever considered a path of not trying, or of accepting a future of no us.. This is frustrating because I put myself here, I did this to us.. Now .. Impossible or not.. This will be the worst part of my life. My worst punishment for the stupidest mistake I could make. regardless how hard or how much it hurts or how long it is.. I have to accept it because I was the idiot to hurt my girlfriend.. I was the devil to betray her.. We both know she doesn’t deserved this no matter how much she loves me.. But with time and realization comes change.. I hope my baby is doing well I cry more when I think of her in pain.. Not in my arms.. goodnight..
